"Fuck you," Kimi snorts, though he can appreciate the humor of the joke. Yeah, if anyone would be drinking beyond the grave, it'd be mother dearest.
So he relents in his kicks, choosing to instead keep chowing down on his pizza, not needing much encouragement to keep eating as Despil continues to relax him. "We'll take a bottle of tequila to visit her, I guess."
"Yeah, I think she would like that," Despil says with a little smile as he manages to get his mouth empty and wipes the corners of his lips to his fingers. There's no point sugar coating it. She was a sponge when she was alive and Kimi still loved her. Why making her into something she wasn't?
"And then we can take a boat out and find some waves," he suggests, not letting Kimi wallow in thinking about his mum for too long.
Kimi's grin is far easier and he answers enthusiastically, "Fuck yes. Take a cooler with some beer and just float around, too."
Drinking, swimming, and generally fooling around out on the water sounds like a pretty damn good way to spend several lazy days as far as Kimi's concerned.
"You should invite Damian, too," he suggests, tapping his foot to Despil's. "You can wrestle in the water when I'm napping."
"Yup," Despil replies. "You'll have to share me with Damian because I really look forward to seeing just how good he's gotten with a board. Might as well invite Arie as well, even if he'll only ogle Damian and drinks beer."
And he doesn't think Kimi will mind in the least his brother handing out with them when they head out there. They used to do this a lot. The four them out there for the whole day just enjoying the sun and ocean.
And maybe, just maybe, if they stay a while, Kimi would work up the nerve to go out with just Kai, too. There's a small part of him that's twisted with anxiety as well as hope that that might happen, surprisingly enough.
He squashes the thought down for the moment, though, and instead glances over to Despil with a curious gleam in his eyes. "Speaking of Damian, are you gonna head over to your dad's sometime while we're here? I noticed the goons already lurking downstairs when I got back from the shop."
Despil doesn't ask about Kai just yet. Kimi made it clear that he wasn't ready to talk about it yet. But maybe after they've had some beers and he's fucked the nervousness out of Kimi like he promised.
Maybe.
"Yeah," Despil replies with a sigh. "Chip and Chuck were at Damian's. So I'm guessing they called dad. I told Damian that I'd go see the man. See what I can see about the situation with the Roadhouse. Damian is working full time there now." Dad isn't stupid enough to start a cartel war in Damian's workplace but he might help somehow...
"Yeah? Do you think he'll help?" Kimi asks dubiously. He hasn't exactly got the best faith when it comes to gang-related parents, after all, but the Sawall patriarch has been rather more crafty with his movements while allowing his sons a bit more freedom than the Sinivuori had at first done theirs.
"I don't know," Despil says with a shrug. "He might. I never really can tell what he will go for and what not. I could force his hand but that would come with strings attached and I'm not sure if I want that..."
He isn't exactly eager to get into the family business after all.
"No, you don't want that," Kimi immediately says, shaking his head decisively. "You know how bad it is to owe him anything. Push comes to shove, we'll all put our heads together to figure something out without involving either of our families, all right?"
"Yeah," Despil murmurs. "I know, you're right." He doesn't want to end up in any kind of debt with his father or the family in general. It'll only result with shitty things and that's about it.
He sighs and then shoves more pizza into his mouth. This town is beautiful and peaceful and lovely but it has its flipside that isn't exactly wonderful.
Reminds them both why they were so happy to hit the road, eh?
Kimi hooks his foot with Despil's at that sigh. They both come with their own several-generation's worth of troubles from their respective families and their businesses, unfortunately, but they've been lucky enough to steer clear of it all for the most part. Kimi hopes to keep it that way...
"... I guess worst case scenario, we could convince everyone to leave the Keys with us?" he jokes, knowing there's no way in hell that would ever happen. "Damian could follow Arie as his groupie, Midnight and Grey can float off to sea in a proper boat. I'm sure Ulysse could start a new bar somewhere way calmer than here and be happier for it... Kai and Aidan could go to a big city somewhere else..."
Despil laughs, low and soft, at the ridiculous daydreams. But he finds them adorable still, even if he knows Kimi's not being serious, there's still a hint of something positively sweet about the way he recounts everyone in their great escape.
"Here I thought you were going to suggest a roadtrip with the whole family. Imagine, what a stress free trip that would be..." Listening to all their yapping and babbling and fretting and bickering all the time. Despil might be a pretty social guy but he really prefers to have his private life private.
"Excuse you, the point of this little exercise is to escape the violence in this town, not to bring it on the road," Kimi snorts loudly. "Someone would be killed within the first 24 hours, jeez. Even Damian would be ready to murder someone after the first week, and I bet Aidan would let him."
"Exactly," Despil laughs, then finishes his last slice of pizza. He groans as he leans back, nursing his lukewarm beer against his chest as he stares out to the town.
"But it would be nice for a couple of days," he says wistfully. "Having everyone at the same place. Yeah?"
"That's kinda how it's worked out this trip, right?" Surprisingly, and perhaps not entirely unpleasantly. Kimi's trying to be hopeful that things will turn out all right between him and Kai by the end of this visit.
He goes quiet for a moment and then takes a long swig of his beer before smacking his lips and suggesting gruffly, "We should all do something. Bonfire beach party or some shit like that. Dunno when everyone'll be in one place again, right?"
It could very easily send Kimi running for the hills by the end of it, but at least it would have been a more recent memory of the whole 'gang' back together, even if it's just for one hour or however long the peace lasts.
"I'll ask around," Despil promises with a sideways glance at Kimi. He has a feeling that Arie's brothers are already planning something and if they aren't, Midnight will be happy to bustle together some sort of soiree for them all to attend and Kimi's brother will cry happy tears to get a chance to see his brother. So, it's not an unreasonable request at all.
He finishes his beer and stands up, gathering the empty pizza box and takes it to the kitchen with the empty cans. Then he returns to the balcony and shakes out a cigarette from his pack, lighting it before handing it to Kimi, then another for himself. As he smokes, he leans on the railing and peers at his boyfriend, quietly gauging his mood. He had promised to fuck the fight out of him, but he seems rather peaceful right now, no jitters and no furrowed brows.
"Are you ready to talk about it or shall we get naked first?" he asks quietly, nothing but easy acceptance here, no mockery, no teasing.
Kimi's definitely feeling more relaxed, that's for sure, and he definitely looks it, too, with how he's lounging back in his seat, head tipped back as he idly blows smoke rings up towards the darkening sky. But under it all, he can feel that ever-present tension that's threatening to rear its ugly head again if he gives it an inch, which is what talking about it would undoubtedly do.
So he grunts and reaches out to stub out his cigarette, then gets to his feet. "Naked first," he says, pausing a moment to stretch his arms over his head before smacking Despil playfully on the rear in passing. "Take your time, though. I'm gonna shower first so I'm squeaky clean for you, babe."
Despil has nothing against this plan, even if he would like to see Kimi relax so much that he would be able to talk about shit with him without being exhausted and delirious with afterglow. But he'll take it. It's not like it's exactly an unpleasant task after all.
He grins at the ass slapping and reaches out to stub his own cigarette away too.
"I could wash your back for you," he suggests with a waggle of his eyebrows as he follows Kimi inside.
"Yeah? Sure that's all you're after while I'm naked and wet?" Kimi retorts with a little chuckle. He yanks off his shirt and glances back with a saucy little wink, tossing the garment over to Despil's head as he strolls over to the bathroom. "C'mon, then. It's gonna be a bit of a squeeze, though."
"Oh, I could come up with a couple of things we could do in there..." Despil responds with a laugh and catches Kimi's shirt mid-flight. He discards it onto the floor, soon to be followed by his own shirt, his jeans, socks, underwear. Then he's strolling after Kimi to the bathroom and presses against his naked back whatever he's doing to drop a few kisses to the nape of his neck.
"I think I want to eat your ass while in there," he murmurs beside Kimi's ear.
"I think you have a thing for flat butts," Kimi returns with a warm chuckle, easily relaxing back against Despil's front, hand rising to dig through the man's curly hair. "Lucky me."
Kimi's not about to complain about Despil's weird tastes when it comes to him. He'd had enough trouble with doubt and self-image early on in their relationship, but Despil had been the considerately adoring pest hellbent on getting what they both wanted, and he'd gotten over himself in the end.
"What if I wanted to choke on your dick for a bit, huh?" he continues with a snort. "Didn't think that far ahead, did you?"
"You're giving me some good ideas," Despil hums as he drags a line of kisses up to Kimi's ear, then murmurs beside it, "Don't go anywhere."
He takes a trip back outside, grabbing one of his saddle bags that he brought in earlier and digs up a butt plug from it and a bottle of lube. Both of them are tossed to the floor of the shower as he dives in after Kimi, mouthing his neck under the spray of water.
Kimi had been happily relaxing under the spray of warm water when he felt the lips latch onto his neck, drawing a lazy grin from him as he tips his head back over Despil's shoulder.
"That was quick," he comments as he leans against the thicker body now behind him. "That eager for a BJ, huh?"
"Of course I am," Despil huffs under his breath, his arms tightening around Kimi's waist, drawing him closer. "I'm always eager for a BJ."
As if to prove his point, Despil drags his hands up, catching two eagerly perking nipples under his fingertips, rubbing over them to perk them up while he lays sucking kisses to Kimi's neck.
The teasing at his nipples has Kimi shivering a bit before he relaxes back with a pleased moan, all but draping himself over Despil as they both get soaked under the shower spray. He lazily lifts an arm to run his fingers through Despil's hair, cradling his head against Kimi's neck in wordless invitation to keep up the good work.
"How'm I supposed to blow you like this?" he jokes with a throaty chuckle.
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"Fuck you," Kimi snorts, though he can appreciate the humor of the joke. Yeah, if anyone would be drinking beyond the grave, it'd be mother dearest.
So he relents in his kicks, choosing to instead keep chowing down on his pizza, not needing much encouragement to keep eating as Despil continues to relax him. "We'll take a bottle of tequila to visit her, I guess."
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"And then we can take a boat out and find some waves," he suggests, not letting Kimi wallow in thinking about his mum for too long.
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Kimi's grin is far easier and he answers enthusiastically, "Fuck yes. Take a cooler with some beer and just float around, too."
Drinking, swimming, and generally fooling around out on the water sounds like a pretty damn good way to spend several lazy days as far as Kimi's concerned.
"You should invite Damian, too," he suggests, tapping his foot to Despil's. "You can wrestle in the water when I'm napping."
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And he doesn't think Kimi will mind in the least his brother handing out with them when they head out there. They used to do this a lot. The four them out there for the whole day just enjoying the sun and ocean.
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"Sounds like a damn dream, heh..."
And maybe, just maybe, if they stay a while, Kimi would work up the nerve to go out with just Kai, too. There's a small part of him that's twisted with anxiety as well as hope that that might happen, surprisingly enough.
He squashes the thought down for the moment, though, and instead glances over to Despil with a curious gleam in his eyes. "Speaking of Damian, are you gonna head over to your dad's sometime while we're here? I noticed the goons already lurking downstairs when I got back from the shop."
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Maybe.
"Yeah," Despil replies with a sigh. "Chip and Chuck were at Damian's. So I'm guessing they called dad. I told Damian that I'd go see the man. See what I can see about the situation with the Roadhouse. Damian is working full time there now." Dad isn't stupid enough to start a cartel war in Damian's workplace but he might help somehow...
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"Yeah? Do you think he'll help?" Kimi asks dubiously. He hasn't exactly got the best faith when it comes to gang-related parents, after all, but the Sawall patriarch has been rather more crafty with his movements while allowing his sons a bit more freedom than the Sinivuori had at first done theirs.
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He isn't exactly eager to get into the family business after all.
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"No, you don't want that," Kimi immediately says, shaking his head decisively. "You know how bad it is to owe him anything. Push comes to shove, we'll all put our heads together to figure something out without involving either of our families, all right?"
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He sighs and then shoves more pizza into his mouth. This town is beautiful and peaceful and lovely but it has its flipside that isn't exactly wonderful.
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Reminds them both why they were so happy to hit the road, eh?
Kimi hooks his foot with Despil's at that sigh. They both come with their own several-generation's worth of troubles from their respective families and their businesses, unfortunately, but they've been lucky enough to steer clear of it all for the most part. Kimi hopes to keep it that way...
"... I guess worst case scenario, we could convince everyone to leave the Keys with us?" he jokes, knowing there's no way in hell that would ever happen. "Damian could follow Arie as his groupie, Midnight and Grey can float off to sea in a proper boat. I'm sure Ulysse could start a new bar somewhere way calmer than here and be happier for it... Kai and Aidan could go to a big city somewhere else..."
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"Here I thought you were going to suggest a roadtrip with the whole family. Imagine, what a stress free trip that would be..." Listening to all their yapping and babbling and fretting and bickering all the time. Despil might be a pretty social guy but he really prefers to have his private life private.
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"Excuse you, the point of this little exercise is to escape the violence in this town, not to bring it on the road," Kimi snorts loudly. "Someone would be killed within the first 24 hours, jeez. Even Damian would be ready to murder someone after the first week, and I bet Aidan would let him."
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"But it would be nice for a couple of days," he says wistfully. "Having everyone at the same place. Yeah?"
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"That's kinda how it's worked out this trip, right?" Surprisingly, and perhaps not entirely unpleasantly. Kimi's trying to be hopeful that things will turn out all right between him and Kai by the end of this visit.
He goes quiet for a moment and then takes a long swig of his beer before smacking his lips and suggesting gruffly, "We should all do something. Bonfire beach party or some shit like that. Dunno when everyone'll be in one place again, right?"
It could very easily send Kimi running for the hills by the end of it, but at least it would have been a more recent memory of the whole 'gang' back together, even if it's just for one hour or however long the peace lasts.
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He finishes his beer and stands up, gathering the empty pizza box and takes it to the kitchen with the empty cans. Then he returns to the balcony and shakes out a cigarette from his pack, lighting it before handing it to Kimi, then another for himself. As he smokes, he leans on the railing and peers at his boyfriend, quietly gauging his mood. He had promised to fuck the fight out of him, but he seems rather peaceful right now, no jitters and no furrowed brows.
"Are you ready to talk about it or shall we get naked first?" he asks quietly, nothing but easy acceptance here, no mockery, no teasing.
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Kimi's definitely feeling more relaxed, that's for sure, and he definitely looks it, too, with how he's lounging back in his seat, head tipped back as he idly blows smoke rings up towards the darkening sky. But under it all, he can feel that ever-present tension that's threatening to rear its ugly head again if he gives it an inch, which is what talking about it would undoubtedly do.
So he grunts and reaches out to stub out his cigarette, then gets to his feet. "Naked first," he says, pausing a moment to stretch his arms over his head before smacking Despil playfully on the rear in passing. "Take your time, though. I'm gonna shower first so I'm squeaky clean for you, babe."
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He grins at the ass slapping and reaches out to stub his own cigarette away too.
"I could wash your back for you," he suggests with a waggle of his eyebrows as he follows Kimi inside.
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"Yeah? Sure that's all you're after while I'm naked and wet?" Kimi retorts with a little chuckle. He yanks off his shirt and glances back with a saucy little wink, tossing the garment over to Despil's head as he strolls over to the bathroom. "C'mon, then. It's gonna be a bit of a squeeze, though."
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"I think I want to eat your ass while in there," he murmurs beside Kimi's ear.
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"I think you have a thing for flat butts," Kimi returns with a warm chuckle, easily relaxing back against Despil's front, hand rising to dig through the man's curly hair. "Lucky me."
Kimi's not about to complain about Despil's weird tastes when it comes to him. He'd had enough trouble with doubt and self-image early on in their relationship, but Despil had been the considerately adoring pest hellbent on getting what they both wanted, and he'd gotten over himself in the end.
"What if I wanted to choke on your dick for a bit, huh?" he continues with a snort. "Didn't think that far ahead, did you?"
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He takes a trip back outside, grabbing one of his saddle bags that he brought in earlier and digs up a butt plug from it and a bottle of lube. Both of them are tossed to the floor of the shower as he dives in after Kimi, mouthing his neck under the spray of water.
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Kimi had been happily relaxing under the spray of warm water when he felt the lips latch onto his neck, drawing a lazy grin from him as he tips his head back over Despil's shoulder.
"That was quick," he comments as he leans against the thicker body now behind him. "That eager for a BJ, huh?"
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As if to prove his point, Despil drags his hands up, catching two eagerly perking nipples under his fingertips, rubbing over them to perk them up while he lays sucking kisses to Kimi's neck.
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The teasing at his nipples has Kimi shivering a bit before he relaxes back with a pleased moan, all but draping himself over Despil as they both get soaked under the shower spray. He lazily lifts an arm to run his fingers through Despil's hair, cradling his head against Kimi's neck in wordless invitation to keep up the good work.
"How'm I supposed to blow you like this?" he jokes with a throaty chuckle.
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